I would love to learn more about God but not in the context of mere heresy but through my experiences, so much have been said than done and much of it had been exploited by human interest. It became more of a byword and loses its value only because of the type of the bearer of the word who seemed so untrustworthy that the words he/she delivers is unbelievable and only sounds like a fairy tale. Awhile ago I would love to honor of course the one I know is senior than me but of course it is not that bad because I knew that she is professional but she is also professional in another sense. I often heard that this world is clouded with wolves and beasts ready to devour the sheep because there is no shepherd yet but by the power of the Holy Spirit sent by the Lord Jesus we can endure these things because greater is He that is in me than He that is in the world. Most of the time the reason why Satan is stealing the time spent for meditating because Satan doesn't want the people of God realize how powerful they are and that they had commissioned in a greater purpose. Satan is keeping people busy so that they don't have time to evaluate the kind of life they have. I can't believe my mom would rather attend her plants instead of her grandchildren because she is a lover of plants. Being exploited and being expose had negative and positive fruit but it depends upon on how to handle the situation. I just realized how I slumber a little longer and that I merely have a small pace at a time but that is better rather than risky and abrupt. In the long run, God alone can determine what kind of road am I taking. I just love this moment to exercise my brain because I felt that I fell asleep a little while and I loosen up my walls. Anyway thank you Lord because of the firewall He gave to me. This firewall isn't about being fake for myself but it is for self-awareness because I had so many wasted moments. I had many idle moments and those are unfruitful times. It makes my brain rusty but I still have it, I just need to sharpen it now. I just missed the moments that I could be able to write the first novel and that is ambitious one. I just tried. Life is about expression of your soul without fear and regret. I love conquering and I love exploring and I love learning but and this is a big BUT, I am lazy most of the time and one of my not so good attitude is being intimidated when I am in front of great people. Those people I think is big. I overcome that before because of King David's story. One of my colleagues acknowledged my strength before and he said that I am a fighter and I am strong and the reason is that I am trying to imitate King David. Another one is this phrase "Heaven and Earth will pass away but my words will not pass away". Another thing is the one I read from the books of the prophets which says, the golds will lost of its value in the time of trouble because people had stopped honoring each other. People are the ones who are using golds and the reason why gold has value is because of its great importance to people. The Bible says that when people die they will go to the New Jerusalem and it is written there that there will new president and new members of cabinets. Everybody will be called God's people and the Lord will be their God not unless a human is craving to become a God. Anyway that is what Satan is trying to be. Satan is fighting for the throne of glory and thinks that he deserved it. For this reason, Satan was cast out from the abode of God. He was thrown into the earth and was reigning with the people and of course he would devise many schemes to reign forever by deceiving many. In the old testament, the Lord said, I am not pleased with your sacrifice because those are unholy and stained. Maybe that is because even in the old testament it is the people's inclination to cling more to material things rather than the things in heaven. King's sacrifice is for the sake of compliance. I remembered the reason why King Saul was dethroned, it is because of his fear to people instead of honoring and fearing God. He doesn't wait for the Lord but let himself do the things that is not his thing but only for a Levite. After that fall, he don't step down from the throne but preserve his splendor because of his bruised reputation knowing that the glory of the Lord departed from him. Congratulations to me because I still have the word bank to lean on during my times of need for enhancing my writing skills. Till then...
